This is who I am

Day 70/365

“Acceptance”

Each of us have our own imperfections. Admit it or not, most of the time we pretended to be the person we really wanted to be in order to feel that we can be perfect for at least a short moment of our lives. But we didn’t realized that the more we pretend, the more we get hurt.

I lived in this precious world for 17 years and I’ve experienced a lot of not-so-good-happenings of my life. There’s the time when I feel so hopeless and worthless for easily giving up the things that I used to value the most. I feel useless everytime I let someone to insult my personality. I know that I shouldn’t let them to do such things to me, but what’s the point of defending myself if the only thing that they always noticed was my mistakes? NOTHING WILL CHANGE, ANYWAY.

But you know what? The moment I reached my boiling point, I choose to smile at them. Why? Because for me, the best revenge is to show them that I’m still smiling despite of what they did to me.

And then one day, I suddenly gained confidence from nowhere but from myself. I don’t know how did it happen, but one thing is definitely sure. I’VE FINALLY ACCEPTED THE WAY I AM.

Thanks to those people who tried to pull me down and wants me to be miserable. I hope you all could see how my life goes on. You’re all my inspiration to be more stronger everyday. I hope you’re all doing great also.

So for those who’s reading this, I want you to do what I did. Accept your whole self first so they accept you whole-heatedly too. That is the only way you can live happy and contented.

THANK YOU FOR READING!❤

Sunset

Day 67/365

“Appreciate the beauty of nature”

It’s nice to be in this refreshing place of Sta. Catalina. The scenery, farm, cultural houses, fresh air and the sun was perfectly perfect. The moment I saw this kind of treasure, I suddenly realized if how long did I spend my life with “school-home-daily routine”

I feel sorry to myself for not enjoying my life because to be honest, I don’t get a chance to travel a lot. Although sometimes I’ve been in some places here in Candelaria, I’m not able to do what other teenagers did everytime they spend time to travel. I also want to see myself happy like them.

But everytime I saw how does the sun was set, I realized that the true happiness is when you can accept the things what you have.

Happiness for me is like sunrise and sunset. People always shining bright even the world is full of difficulty✨

So for those who’s reading this, don’t lose hope. You have so many reasons to be happy. You have a lot of chances to do what you really want. And you have your choices in choosing what’s the best for yourself. Keep in your mind that you’re the brightest sun of your own sky❤

THANK YOU FOR READING❤

A/N: Sorry sa wrong grammar. Trying hard pa akes hahahah. Love y’all!

The best feeling for ABM Students

Day 63/365

“Everything must be BALANCE”

I dedicate this blogspiration of mine to those incoming and currently ABM Students. I bet some of you is still struggling with your accounting subject. Well, that’s exactly the life of future CPAs.

I, Cristine Joy Fernandez, took up Accountancy, Business and Management track at Dolores Macasaet SHS. At first, sobrang struggle ang naexperience ko sa accounting subject namin. Totoong sa accounting hindi kailangang magaling ka sa math, dapat master ka sa analysis dahil yun ang requirement sa track na to.

Simula nung nag start na kaming gumawa ng Journal Entries, halos mapasma ang kamay ko kahit hindi naman ako pasmado dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ba dapat ilagay si ganito at si ganyan. Sa debit ba o sa credit. Dahil sa accounting, isang maliit na pagkakamali mo lang, guguho talaga yung pag asa mong mababalance mo pa yung transaction. Once na magkamali ka lang ng analysis, bagsak kana agad sa journal entry pa lang. At kung bagsak kana sa journal, wala na ding chance na maipasama mo ang posting at trial balance.

I remember nung first quiz namin sa accounting, 1hr lang kami nun kaya dapat mabilisan pero sigurado dapat ang sagot. Naka no.3 yung electric fan namin, tapos mahangin naman sa 2nd floor pero grabe yung pagpapawis ng mukha at kamay ko. Sa T-account palang kasi ubos na oras ko, ay meron pang trial balance na kailangan gawin. Alam nyo bang last 10 minutes nalang pero hindi ko maibalance-balance yung pinakahuli. Nag teary eyes na ako nun dahil halos lahat ng classmates ko tapos na. I tried to check my T-account pero tama naman. I also checked my trial balance and that’s it, yung isang transaction na dapat naka-debit is nakalagay sa credit. Last 3 minutes nalang, nagcompute ulit ako and then pagpindot ko palang ng equal sa calculator ko, NAPAHIYAW AKO SA TUWA! Yung luhang naipon sa mata ko biglang tumulo. “NA-BALANCE KO!” I shouted out of happiness.

Para sa aming mga ABM student, iba yung saya everytime na magbabalance yung ginagawa namin. Napaka fulfilling sa pakiramdam as if isa yong napakalaking achievement. Siguro para sa ibang track students, OA kami. Hindi po ganun. Sobrang struggle yung pinagdadaanan namin araw araw sa accounting subject namin lalo na sa Adjusting. Kaya once na perfect namin bawat accounting cycle, maiiyak ka talaga sa sobrang saya.

And for us, Abm Students, that was the best feeling ever.

So para sa mga incoming Grade 11 out there, wag kayong magdalawang isip na pasukin ang track na to. Take the risk, at least you’ve tried😊 I hope nainspire ko kayo.

THANK YOU FOR READING!❤

Best of four

Day 62/365

“Quality over Quantity”

To be honest, I’ve started my first day of school with a pleasant day. Since I was in Grade 7 back then, I really want a quiet life. I’m that kind of person na hindi ka kakausapin unless you talked to me first, not literally na walang kakausapin. Ayoko lang ng nagfefeeling close ako.

I spend my high school life in that way of living. Hanggang sa tumuntong na ako ng Senior High. I stayed the same. Pero hindi ko alam kung bakit naging kaibigan ko ang maiingay, puro gastos, laging lutang, at corny magjoke na mga babaeng ito.

Kalog din ako minsan pero mas lumala since naging kaibigan ko sila. Well, maituturing ko na silang bestfriends dahil madami na kaming napagsamahan. We shared one’s secrets, we laughed at the same reasons, we shared things, and we have things in common as well. Sobrang saya nila kasama. Walang mga arte sa katawan at hindi madamot. Sa kanila naubos yung iniipon ko dahil puro gala ang gusto. Mga food lovers.

But despite of all that, I feel blessed to meet and have them. I’m a keeper and I keep people like them. Hindi naman ako mahirap kaibiganin, pero pili lang yung mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko talaga.

Iba’t iba ang klase ng mga tao sa mundo, siguro mas masaya sila kung madami silang magkakaibigan, yung iba naman hindi talaga sociable because they prefer to be alone, at meron din namang standards at qualifications yung hanap ng iba sa mga kakaibiganin nila. At ako yung tipo ng tao na ganun.

Siguro yung iba nagsasawa nang kami lagi yung magkakasama. Pero wala naman silang magagawa kasi this ladies are my closest friends.

We’re the best of four❤

So for those who read this, this is my friendly advice. Don’t collect a lot of people to be your friends. Choose those people who deserve to called as your friend. Always remember that “quality is more important than quantity”.